I was wearing white When I walked into your clubhouse Still dreaming of wild nights Not getting it quite right yet You were all alone Sat inside an egg chair Hoping for a friend Or just someone to stay near Instantly we knew We’d known each other before You’d been my brother, my mother and my lover Didn’t quite know yet That we’d be more than best friends You’d call me on the phone And i’d let the ringtone go I didn’t know We’d be together Now I know We are forever & ever I didn’t know 
We’d be together Now I know How perfectly we fit together You were on the phone Talking to your ex wife I felt jealous then
Now I don’t feel anything We talked about our dads And all the loss we’d had We smoked weed and laughed How you’d already tattooed my name to your back I didn’t know We’d be together Now I know We are forever & ever I didn’t know 
We’d be together Now I know How perfectly we fit together Had to let go of our past
And paint the wild sky blue You showed me how to live right And I showed you too Now we’re present in the life that we have When the sky inevitably falls down We hold each other True love That’s what they call it True love Now I know it for sure True love The sun shines upon it true love Is real I didn’t know We’d be together Now I know We are forever and ever and ever and ever We are forever

I was wearing white When I walked into your clubhouse Still dreaming of wild nights Not getting it quite right yet You were all alone Sat inside an egg chair Hoping for a friend Or just someone to stay near Instantly we knew We’d known each other before You’d been my brother, my mother and my lover Didn’t quite know yet That we’d be more than best friends You’d call me on the phone And i’d let the ringtone go I didn’t know We’d be together Now I know We are forever & ever I didn’t know 
We’d be together Now I know How perfectly we fit together You were on the phone Talking to your ex wife I felt jealous then
Now I don’t feel anything We talked about our dads And all the loss we’d had We smoked weed and laughed How you’d already tattooed my name to your back I didn’t know We’d be together Now I know We are forever & ever I didn’t know 
We’d be together Now I know How perfectly we fit together Had to let go of our past
And paint the wild sky blue You showed me how to live right And I showed you too Now we’re present in the life that we have When the sky inevitably falls down We hold each other True love That’s what they call it True love Now I know it for sure True love The sun shines upon it true love Is real I didn’t know We’d be together Now I know We are forever and ever and ever and ever We are forever

I don’t understand why Some days are better It seems like there's no reason Why I wake up in grey Another day and I'm flying Through salty sunlight It seems like there’s no reason Why today is today Then I walk outside To a sunflowers smile And everything is alright See I wake again Wanna taste your scent And the sky seems different I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why I don’t understand why (why) See I wake again From the pain I was in And the day can slip Then I walk outside To a Sunflowers Smile And everythin’ is alright I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why (why)

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I don’t understand why Some days are better It seems like there's no reason Why I wake up in grey Another day and I'm flying Through salty sunlight It seems like there’s no reason Why today is today Then I walk outside To a sunflowers smile And everything is alright See I wake again Wanna taste your scent And the sky seems different I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why I don’t understand why (why) See I wake again From the pain I was in And the day can slip Then I walk outside To a Sunflowers Smile And everythin’ is alright I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why (why) I don’t understand why (why) 〰️

In the end it’s all about death anyway So what the hell am I so afraid of It’s written into the first day I know that I have to be braver than I’ve ever been Stand tall for all I’ve ever lived through Be the girl I know I can be I’m terrified of leaving you even for a little while ‘Cos I lost my daddy years ago
He’s never coming back I can’t imagine what it would be to not be with you but You seemed to not be worried Never have been about that You could scream at a hurricane He said to me
My sweet Honey Then we laughed like we hadn’t in a while
I wiped my tears away
We couldn’t stay


When I think of letting go of everything we’ve built together
I sink into my pillow Need a drink not something mellow I’m so afraid of not having your baby and Growing old together in that house up on the hill

My eyes keep streamin’ Because i’m nervous to be leavin’ here Without the man i’ve been dreamin’ of Since I wasn’t here

I am unbroken when it’s just me in the open field So what’s that feeling biting at my heels i’m gonna outrun you 
You could scream at a hurricane He said to me
My sweet Honey Then we laughed like we hadn’t in a while
I wiped my tears away
We couldn’t stay

This Hurricanes the only way to heaven
This Hurricanes the only way to heaven This Hurricanes the only way to heaven

You could scream at a hurricane He said to me
My sweet Honey Then we laughed like we hadn’t in a while
I wiped my tears away
I couldn’t stay
I couldn’t stay

〰️

In the end it’s all about death anyway So what the hell am I so afraid of It’s written into the first day I know that I have to be braver than I’ve ever been Stand tall for all I’ve ever lived through Be the girl I know I can be I’m terrified of leaving you even for a little while ‘Cos I lost my daddy years ago
He’s never coming back I can’t imagine what it would be to not be with you but You seemed to not be worried Never have been about that You could scream at a hurricane He said to me
My sweet Honey Then we laughed like we hadn’t in a while
I wiped my tears away
We couldn’t stay


When I think of letting go of everything we’ve built together
I sink into my pillow Need a drink not something mellow I’m so afraid of not having your baby and Growing old together in that house up on the hill

My eyes keep streamin’ Because i’m nervous to be leavin’ here Without the man i’ve been dreamin’ of Since I wasn’t here

I am unbroken when it’s just me in the open field So what’s that feeling biting at my heels i’m gonna outrun you 
You could scream at a hurricane He said to me
My sweet Honey Then we laughed like we hadn’t in a while
I wiped my tears away
We couldn’t stay

This Hurricanes the only way to heaven
This Hurricanes the only way to heaven This Hurricanes the only way to heaven

You could scream at a hurricane He said to me
My sweet Honey Then we laughed like we hadn’t in a while
I wiped my tears away
I couldn’t stay
I couldn’t stay 〰️

I don’t know what it’s supposed be like Bein’ in love’s all butterflies Baby I’m so lost
 Tell me I’m enough (I’m here wonderin’ why) I’m in love with you i’m terrified
 I guess forever is a long time Baby i’m so lost Tell me I’m enough (I’m here)
 You can be the mirror, you can be the pain You can be the heavens while driving me insane All I wanna know if it’s real real real love oohhh I don’t think that I like you anymore I screamed as you were walking out the door Baby I’m so lost Tell me I’m enough (I’m here wondering why) I’m in love with you I’m terrified
I guess forever is a long time Baby i’m so lost Tell me I’m enough (For real) You can be the mirror you can be the pain You can be the heavens while driving me insane All I wanna know if it’s real real real love Oohhh Dogs and houses baby
date nights, going crazy Can you wash my sweater? What happens if you meet someone better… (never!) Do you really see me? Will you love me wholly? Did you steal the charger? I think you’d make a pretty good father! You can be the mirror, you can be the pain You can be the heavens while driving me insane All I wanna know if it’s real real real love Oohhh You can be the mirror, you can be the pain You can be the heavens while driving me insane All I wanna know if it’s real real real love Oohhh Ohhh
Ohhh

〰️

I don’t know what it’s supposed be like Bein’ in love’s all butterflies Baby I’m so lost
 Tell me I’m enough (I’m here wonderin’ why) I’m in love with you i’m terrified
 I guess forever is a long time Baby i’m so lost Tell me I’m enough (I’m here)
 You can be the mirror, you can be the pain You can be the heavens while driving me insane All I wanna know if it’s real real real love oohhh I don’t think that I like you anymore I screamed as you were walking out the door Baby I’m so lost Tell me I’m enough (I’m here wondering why) I’m in love with you I’m terrified
I guess forever is a long time Baby i’m so lost Tell me I’m enough (For real) You can be the mirror you can be the pain You can be the heavens while driving me insane All I wanna know if it’s real real real love Oohhh Dogs and houses baby
date nights, going crazy Can you wash my sweater? What happens if you meet someone better… (never!) Do you really see me? Will you love me wholly? Did you steal the charger? I think you’d make a pretty good father! You can be the mirror, you can be the pain You can be the heavens while driving me insane All I wanna know if it’s real real real love Oohhh You can be the mirror, you can be the pain You can be the heavens while driving me insane All I wanna know if it’s real real real love Oohhh Ohhh
Ohhh 〰️

Watchin’ my life on a lit-up screen All of the places that I used to be There's a full moon over that movie scene It looks fake but it’s real I know ‘cause I’ve been I owe you a trip to the observatory A million birthdays ago made you a voucher for it Now I’m watchin’ TV and the Hollywood Sign Like it was never ours even for a short while Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine I owe you an apology for makin’ things worse You were no angel but you weren't the only curse I was young and breakin’ so I didn’t know you hurt Oh babe, I wish it could’ve worked Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine You were mine you were mine you were mine For the first time Under the Hollywood Sign

〰️

Watchin’ my life on a lit-up screen All of the places that I used to be There's a full moon over that movie scene It looks fake but it’s real I know ‘cause I’ve been I owe you a trip to the observatory A million birthdays ago made you a voucher for it Now I’m watchin’ TV and the Hollywood Sign Like it was never ours even for a short while Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine I owe you an apology for makin’ things worse You were no angel but you weren't the only curse I was young and breakin’ so I didn’t know you hurt Oh babe, I wish it could’ve worked Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine Baby You Were Mine You were mine you were mine you were mine For the first time Under the Hollywood Sign 〰️

I get excited bein’ alive then I am reminded I am dyin’ but I’m still tryin’ to be happy here in this moment wind is blowin, leaves are dancin’ and the sky is studded with stars I can’t believe my luck The water is bunny soft and all my dreams they’re enough one day I won’t know this body I’ll be at a better party I’ll make believe if I need That everything’s as it seems Butterflies inside of mind I hope I make it to the sky I get excited bein’ alive then I am reminded I am dyin’ But I’m still tryin’ to be happy here In this moment Light is growin’, magic is real Because the sky is studded with stars I can’t believe my luck The water is bunny soft (bunny soft) and all my dreams they’re enough (they’re enough) one day I won’t know this body I’ll be at a better party I’ll make believe if I need (bunny soft) That everything’s as it means (they’re enough) butterflies inside of mind I hope I make it to the sky

〰️

I get excited bein’ alive then I am reminded I am dyin’ but I’m still tryin’ to be happy here in this moment wind is blowin, leaves are dancin’ and the sky is studded with stars I can’t believe my luck The water is bunny soft and all my dreams they’re enough one day I won’t know this body I’ll be at a better party I’ll make believe if I need That everything’s as it seems Butterflies inside of mind I hope I make it to the sky I get excited bein’ alive then I am reminded I am dyin’ But I’m still tryin’ to be happy here In this moment Light is growin’, magic is real Because the sky is studded with stars I can’t believe my luck The water is bunny soft (bunny soft) and all my dreams they’re enough (they’re enough) one day I won’t know this body I’ll be at a better party I’ll make believe if I need (bunny soft) That everything’s as it means (they’re enough) butterflies inside of mind I hope I make it to the sky 〰️

Save yourself Worry about the rest later Save yourself It’s OK to wake up and cry A tender moment Of unmet potential You’re not alone yet Accept all of the time Life’s conundrum It’s full of beauty And all the colours in the sky Save yourself Worry about the rest later Save yourself It’s OK to wake up and die Pastel sunsets under my eyelids I dream of floatin’ Somewhere far But in this moment Is everything I need All the colours in the sky Save yourself Worry about the rest later Save yourself It’s OK to wake up and smile Never too late To begin again And again And again 
All the colours in the sky It’s OK to wake up to die to cry to smile ‘Oh darn’


〰️

Save yourself Worry about the rest later Save yourself It’s OK to wake up and cry A tender moment Of unmet potential You’re not alone yet Accept all of the time Life’s conundrum It’s full of beauty And all the colours in the sky Save yourself Worry about the rest later Save yourself It’s OK to wake up and die Pastel sunsets under my eyelids I dream of floatin’ Somewhere far But in this moment Is everything I need All the colours in the sky Save yourself Worry about the rest later Save yourself It’s OK to wake up and smile Never too late To begin again And again And again 
All the colours in the sky It’s OK to wake up to die to cry to smile ‘Oh darn’
 〰️

In the name of the moon I will triumph over evil Lost my way through the stars Then became an endless miracle Don’t you know you're a miracle Don’t you know you’re enough
I would be happy to live inside Inside of your endless love

 I use my screen to take me away
 From this feelin’ I’m feeling Because this feeling isn’t t feeling the way I wanna feel
 it’s glitchy, heavy, uncomfortable, lazy, hazy, intolerable This feeling isn’t feeling the way I wanna feel Don’t wanna be here with you So take me somewhere new Take me somewhere new

In the name of the moon I will triumph over evil Lost my way through the stars Then became an endless miracle Don’t you know you're a miracle Don’t you know you're enough 
I would be happy to live inside Inside of your endless love Didn’t you know that you are the one Didn’t they tell you Look up to the sky above Close your eyes and trust That baby you’re enough (you’re enough) That baby you're enough (you’re enough) You’re the only only only one You’re the only only only one (ooh) You’re the only only only one (ooh) You’re the only only only one (ooh)

〰️

In the name of the moon I will triumph over evil Lost my way through the stars Then became an endless miracle Don’t you know you're a miracle Don’t you know you’re enough
I would be happy to live inside Inside of your endless love

 I use my screen to take me away
 From this feelin’ I’m feeling Because this feeling isn’t t feeling the way I wanna feel
 it’s glitchy, heavy, uncomfortable, lazy, hazy, intolerable This feeling isn’t feeling the way I wanna feel Don’t wanna be here with you So take me somewhere new Take me somewhere new

In the name of the moon I will triumph over evil Lost my way through the stars Then became an endless miracle Don’t you know you're a miracle Don’t you know you're enough 
I would be happy to live inside Inside of your endless love Didn’t you know that you are the one Didn’t they tell you Look up to the sky above Close your eyes and trust That baby you’re enough (you’re enough) That baby you're enough (you’re enough) You’re the only only only one You’re the only only only one (ooh) You’re the only only only one (ooh) You’re the only only only one (ooh) 〰️

Jump out the mirror Become the stars Sometimes I think of Having/ losing it all We are alone here No matter how hard you love And when it’s all over I wonder where we end up Floatin’, hopin’, sailin’, nothing, Flyin’, drinkin’, dreams of something White horses and deep blue oceans Will I find my way? Stuck in Paradise Everything's perfect but me Stuck in Paradise Blue sky far as I can see Stuck in paradise
Stuck in paradise
Stuck in paradise So why am I so lonely? Head in the water
Heart in the sand
Oh swim baby swim hard Fast as you can Awake but I’m dreamin’ Under the waves Interior Castle Will I ever find my way
 Stuck in Paradise Everything's perfect but me Stuck in Paradise Blue sky far as I can see Stuck in paradise x4
 White horses Deep blue oceans Will I ever find them, find them White horses Deep blue oceans Will I ever find them, find them Find you, find you in paradise Find you, find you in paradise Find you, find you in paradise

〰️

Jump out the mirror Become the stars Sometimes I think of Having/ losing it all We are alone here No matter how hard you love And when it’s all over I wonder where we end up Floatin’, hopin’, sailin’, nothing, Flyin’, drinkin’, dreams of something White horses and deep blue oceans Will I find my way? Stuck in Paradise Everything's perfect but me Stuck in Paradise Blue sky far as I can see Stuck in paradise
Stuck in paradise
Stuck in paradise So why am I so lonely? Head in the water
Heart in the sand
Oh swim baby swim hard Fast as you can Awake but I’m dreamin’ Under the waves Interior Castle Will I ever find my way
 Stuck in Paradise Everything's perfect but me Stuck in Paradise Blue sky far as I can see Stuck in paradise x4
 White horses Deep blue oceans Will I ever find them, find them White horses Deep blue oceans Will I ever find them, find them Find you, find you in paradise Find you, find you in paradise Find you, find you in paradise 〰️

Soft silky breeze Kiss me with your tenderness I’m feelin’ you touching my skin And I’m breathing you in Caress me please Will you please take me with you There’s nowhere I’d rather be Than into your blue Just tryna’ to live my life on Aeroplane Mode I’m just tryna’ come home Just tryna’ live my life on Aeroplane Mode I’m just tryin’ to come home Soft salty air Hold me with your loveliness I’m feelin’ you under my skin Can I keep you in… Love me please Will you please help me take care Diamonds on the water, waves in my hair Just tryna’ to live my life on Aeroplane Mode I’m just tryna’ come home Just tryna’ live my life on Aeroplane Mode I’m just tryin’ to come home Take me home Oh won’t you take me Take, me home Oh I’m just tryna come home Take me home Won’t you take me home

〰️

Soft silky breeze Kiss me with your tenderness I’m feelin’ you touching my skin And I’m breathing you in Caress me please Will you please take me with you There’s nowhere I’d rather be Than into your blue Just tryna’ to live my life on Aeroplane Mode I’m just tryna’ come home Just tryna’ live my life on Aeroplane Mode I’m just tryin’ to come home Soft salty air Hold me with your loveliness I’m feelin’ you under my skin Can I keep you in… Love me please Will you please help me take care Diamonds on the water, waves in my hair Just tryna’ to live my life on Aeroplane Mode I’m just tryna’ come home Just tryna’ live my life on Aeroplane Mode I’m just tryin’ to come home Take me home Oh won’t you take me Take, me home Oh I’m just tryna come home Take me home Won’t you take me home 〰️

Buttercup Credits

 

 

Tru Luv

 

Written by Mereki Beach

 

Produced by Mereki Beach 

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield

Mixed by Paul Hicks

Mastered by Paul Hicks

 

Vocals: Mereki Beach

Guitar: Ned Prevezer

Keys: Maurice Talbot

Drums: Joe Bourdier

Bass: Freya Parks

Backing vocals: Dhani Harrison, Ned Prevezer, Maurice Talbot, Joe Bourdier, Freya Parks

Sunflower Smile

 

Written by Mereki Beach

 

Produced by Mereki Beach

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield

Additional engineering by Paul Hicks

Mixed by Paul Hicks

Mastered by Paul Hicks

 

Vocals: Mereki Beach

Guitars: Ned Prevezer

Guitars: Maurice Talbot

Guitars: Dhani Harrison

Bass: Freya Parks

Drums: Joe Bourdier

 

Honey (Hurricane)

 

Written by Mereki Beach & Jerry Bernhardt

 

Produced by Mereki Beach

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield

Mixed by Paul Hicks

Mastered by Paul Hicks

 

Vocals: Mereki Beach

Guitars: Ned Prevezer

Bass: Freya Parks

Electric guitar: Maurice Talbot

Drums: Joe Bourdier

Synths: Tony Buchen

Backing Vocals & guitars: Dhani Harrison

 

Produced by Mereki Beach / Engineered by Luke Oldfield / Mixed by Paul Hicks / Mastered by Paul Hicks / Vocals: Mereki Beach / Guitars: Ned Prevezer / Bass: Freya Parks / Electric guitar: Maurice Talbot / Drums: Joe Bourdier / Synths: Tony Buchen / Backing Vocals & guitars: Dhani Harrison

Real Real Love

 

Written by Mereki Beach & Jerry Bernhardt

 

Produced by Mereki Beach

Additional Production by Luke Oldfield

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield

Mixed by Paul Hicks

Mastered by Paul Hicks

 

Vocals: Mereki Beach

Guitars: Ned Prevezer

Wurlitzer, omnichord, piano: Maurice Talbot

Bass: Freya Parks

Drums, tambourine: Joe Bourdier

Backing Vocals: Maurice Talbot, Ned Prevezer, Joe Bourdier, Freya Parks

 

Produced by Mereki Beach / Additional Production by Luke Oldfield / Engineered by Luke Oldfield / Mixed by Paul Hicks / Mastered by Paul Hicks / Vocals: Mereki Beach / Guitars: Ned Prevezer / Wurlitzer, omnichord, piano: Maurice Talbot / Bass: Freya Parks / Drums, tambourine: Joe Bourdier / Backing Vocals: Maurice Talbot, Ned Prevezer, Joe Bourdier, Freya Parks

Hollywood Sign

 

Written by Mereki Beach & Jerry Bernhardt

 

Produced by Jerry Bernhardt & Mereki Beach

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield

Mixed by Paul Hicks

Mastered by Paul Hicks

 

Vocals: Mereki Beach

Guitars, percussion, synth: Jerry Bernhardt

High String guitar: Dhani Harrison

Bass: Freya Parks

Drums: Joe Bourdier

Strings: Davide Rossi

Bunny Soft

 

Written by Mereki Beach & Jerry Bernhardt

 

Produced by Mereki Beach & Jerry Bernhardt

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield

Mixed by Paul Hicks

Mastered by Paul Hicks

 

Vocals, sparkles: Mereki Beach

Guitars, synths: Jerry Bernhardt

Guitars: Ned Prevezer

Bass: Freya Parks

Drums, percussion: Joe Bourdier

Glockenspiel: Maurice Talbot

Backing vocals: Maurice Talbot, Ned Prevezer, Joe Bourdier & Freya Parks

 

Save Yourself

 

Written by Mereki Beach &  Jerry Bernhardt

 

Produced by Jerry Bernhardt & Mereki Beach

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield

Mixed by Paul Hicks

Mastered by Paul Hicks

 

Vocals: Mereki Beach

Guitars: Ned Prevezer & Dhani Harrison

Bass: Freya Parks

Moog: Maurice Talbot

Drums: Fred Armisen 

Miracle

 

Written by Mereki Beach & Jerry Bernhardt

 

Produced by Mereki Beach, Luke Oldfield & Jerry Bernhardt

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield

Mixed by Paul Hicks

Mastered by Paul Hicks

 

Vocals: Mereki Beach

Guitars: Ned Prevezer

Intro Guitar, bass: Jerry Bernhardt

Keys: Maurice Talbot

Bass: Freya Parks

Drums: Joe Bourdier

Mellotrone: Luke Oldfield

 

Stuck in Paradise

 

Written by Mereki Beach & Jerry Bernhardt & Samuel Stewart

 

Produced by Tony Buchen & Jerry Bernhardt

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield & Tony Buchen

Mixed by Paul Hicks 

Mastered by Paul Hicks

Drums & percussion: Nicholas Meredith

Piano: Michael Lira

Pedal Steel: Ollie Thorpe

Moog Model D, drum machine, 12 string acoustic guitar, electric guitar, Piano, Synths, Omnichord, Mellotron: Jerry Bernhardt

Aeroplane Mode

 

Written by Mereki Beach & Jerry Bernhardt

 

Produced by Mereki Beach

 

Engineered by Luke Oldfield

Mixed by Paul Hicks

Mastered by Paul Hicks

 

Guitars: Ned Prevezer

Drums: Joe Bourdier 

Bass: Freya Parks

Rhodes: Maurice talbot 

Piano: Joshua Giroux

Synths, mellotron, tambourine: Luke Oldfield

Cello: Davide Rossi